If you only knew

I have one of the best support system ever! I love my family and the never ending support they give me with whatever I want to do and with my dreams I have. I have some of the best friends that I could ask for. Heidi is never failing and even though she is in Alaska and three hours behind me, she and I always make a point to talk at least once a week. Even if its just something silly. She’s always there to guide me, cry with me, never judge me, and loves me for who I am. She’s an amazing soul. And then there’s Frank. He is one of my best friends. We have been friends for so long. I will always support him and his decision and he will mine, even if some we disagree on. We have had some trouble keep in touch with in the past but recently we do a lot better and I know I can count on him when I really need him. Then I have Bryson. He is always there to listen and give me advice when I really need it. He is able to give me great advice and alway is able to cheer me up when I’m down. I am lucky to have them all in my life and love them all very much.

1. Money cannot buy happiness, but its more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle.
2. Forgive your enemy, but remember the bastard’s name.
3. Help someone when they are in trouble and they will remember you when they’re in trouble again.
4. Many people are alive only because it’s illegal to shoot them.
5. Trying to debate with Obama voters is like trying to pick up a turd by its clean end.

“Put your records on” by Corinne Bailey Rae

Its one of those days that was going horrible but when I put this song on it instantly put a smile on my face and I blared it and sang out loud.

IT IS SO TRUE!

Friendships are the hardest relationships to maintain because they seem to be easily expendable. There is something you disagree with, anger, petty stuff, opinions, feelings that get hurt, and the thought of well I have other friends I don’t need this one. There are many things that get in the way of why you are friends in the first place. A fog sets in and clouds your vision. It is easier to let go then battle through and save a friendship. It’s harder to forgive a friend because when they disappoint you it hurts ten times as much and is ten times as hard to get over. Here is what I have learned about being a friend.

Being a friend is not about you. It’s not about what you need or what you want or what you think is right. I know this may sound dumb but if you are being a friend it is about what they need from you and if they are your friend they will be that for you and it becomes a two way street.

I have learned that the best thing that I can do as a friend is just be there. It is harder to do then it sounds. It is hard to put your opinions aside, keep your mouth in check and just suck it up. I know it’s hard because when you are a friend you want to protect them and keep them from being hurt and when they do you want to slay the evil ones down to size but you can’t. It’s hard to separate your friendship from their relationships because you care. But their life is just that.. Their life. You are apart of it yes but you don’t get a say in their decisions. I have learned the best thing that I can do as a friend is just be their friend. Be there when they are happy, when their dreams come true, when they are sad, when something happens and they need someone to talk to. Be the person they know they can turn to if they need to talk or need a shoulder and know that there is no judgment and you are not going to say I told you so but you are just going to listen and support them. They need support not just in good times but in bad. When they know you are not going to like what they decided but they know you are going to support them. You don’t know what they are feeling and how they feel and what they can take. Only they know that. You may not like some things but that’s life and as a friend you should know that you would want the same from a friend. For them to be there for you, no matter what, with support. I want a friend to be there for me that way and know that when I fall and if I am broken that they will be there to pick me up and put me back together. I want unconditional support even if they think is it not a good idea. So that I was I offer my friends unconditional support no matter what. I love every one of you

PS. Im sorry to my friend Vince for not being this good friend last night.

Anonymous asked: Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?

That is a really hard question. I mean what do you classify as an old memory? Cause if you really think about it any new memories will eventually be old memories so the new ones that you make will be lost at one point. So if you look at it that way then you really wont be remembering much but on the other hand if i keep all my old memory what happens when I have kids or a husband I wont remember who they are from day to day. That is really an impossible question. I would have to say that I would rather never be able to make new ones. That may seem weird but I would think that the people in my life would help me remember things going on in the present

Anonymous asked: When the girl scouts sell them, what type of cookies do you buy? How many?

I hate girl schouts cookie time!! In the fact that I love them so much that I hate I have to buy so many boxes and stuff my face! I have to have two boxes of thin mints, 2 boxes of peanut butter patties, 2 boxes of carmel delights, and a box of lemon cookies.. Dont judge me!

Anonymous asked: If you won the lottery, what is the first thing you would buy?

I think that I would buy a new car. Mine is a piece!

Anonymous asked: Your favourite item of clothing is _______ because _________ .

My favorite item of clothing is my tshirt from high school because I have had it so long and it is soft and I love it but it is starting to get holes so idk what I am going to do when I cant wear it anymore :(

Anonymous asked: Favorite restaurant? Favorite meal there?

My Favorite restaurant is Abuelos!! and my favorite meal there is the senora. It is a burrito covered in cheese sauce and comes with a tamale and an enchilada with beans and papas.